Canceled 2013 Trip to Germany

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Family and Friends, 

It is with a heavy but peaceful heart that I write you all with the decision to cancel support-raising for my return trip to Germany this summer. Though I would love nothing more than to visit all of the wonderful friends I met last summer and help out with English Camp, I have prayed about it and spent some time weighing my thoughts. 

After this prayerful reflection, I truly feel as though the timing is not right. I do not feel as though the Lord has it for to me return this summer, but I am praying now that next summer I will be able to return. 

There are many reasons why I feel Germany is not where I need to spend my summer. To briefly describe them, this last semester at UNT is incredibly stressful and time consuming, and I am mentally and physically exhausted. I need to take this summer to  recover and learn what it is to have personal time and strengthen my relationship with the Lord. To make the story short, I've been struggling lately in that relationship and I do not feel as though I am in the place to go on a mission trip. I am truly looking forward to a quiet, relaxed, focused summer and cannot wait until I have so much less to focus on, even if for a short time.

Financially speaking, I really need to work this summer without having to ask off for three weeks: I have Seminary to pay for, amongst other things.I will also be transitioning to a new town, new home, new church, and new school, and believe it would be best to allow myself some uninterrupted time to become familiar with the new surroundings the Lord has placed me in, as well as begin to foster relationships here that will either be my community or my ministry. While my heart still yearns to return to Germany daily (with no exaggeration), we are also called to minister and be content where the Lord has us in present time. A famous quote by Jim Eliot says, "Where you are, be all there."

I'm sure you understand my reasoning, and why I truly feel as though I should not return to Paderborn this summer, though it still pains me that I won't be able to see the many loving faces that I miss so much. I will continue self-studying German this summer in my spare time, and hope to return in the near future. I know I will be back. 

Thank you to those who were willing to support me on this trip: your prayer is still 

encouraged and appreciated, for all of the reasons I've briefly described in this email. You can be sure to hear updates from me in the future!

In Christ, 

Meag

Missing the Mark

This weekend I had the privilege to attend the Verge 2013 Discipleship Conference in Austin, Texas and it was amazing. Never before, truly, have I learned so much, been challenged in so many areas, and had my heart so squeezed, convicted, and filled, in such a short period of time. I filled up almost half of a spiral notebook with notes from a myriad of incredibly gifted (from the Lord) speakers. Though this post will only begin to cover what I learned this weekend, I have to get it down somewhere!

When I returned to Denton, I went to Yogurt Story, whipped out some paper, and just came up with a rough overview of everything that was swimming around in my head and filling up my heart (there was a lot of it--I had truly reached my saturation point). I haven't even gone back over my notes yet, which I intend to do. Here's what I came up with...

Missing the Mark...3 areas where I personally am missing it, or where I feel that the biblical community that immediately surrounds me is missing it.

1) Disbelief & Misunderstandings of the Gospel (Personally)
I do not truly and completely with my whole heart believe how God loves me or my need for a Savior. I have been misunderstanding what the Gospel truly is: it's not just Christ came, died, & rose again--it's everything in between too: Christ's life is the Gospel.

Having grown up in church and a Christian home, there was never a time where I had a radical realization of, "I am wallowing in my filth and sin, I am a wretched sinner being incapable of righteousness, and God REACHED DOWN and RESCUED ME from it! He swooped me up, cleaned me off, and told me how much He loves me, forever and always, no matter how bad or how often I mess up." Sure, I get it, I just explained it to you, but even though I consciously understand this, functionally, I still believe the lie that when I mess up, God loves me less, and when I am doing better, He loves me more.

When God's love for me is REAL in my life, the Gospel will be the answer to every question, and will be the lens through which I view every situation. When I can truly understand the weight of what the Gospel means for me, I won't be able to hold it in! I will have to tell everyone!

2) The way we do community is incomplete (Personally, As a Body).
We do "community" great, but it is so incredibly exclusive and US-focused, and truly, selfish.
-Community should not be an exclusive gathering of Believers--How do we influence the lost without living life with them? Did Christ only hang out with those who had their act together and professed him as the Messiah? I recall reading that He ate with sinners (the bad crowd) and the tax collectors (the outcasts of society). He didn't hang out with the Pharisees, who seemed to do everything right. People called Him a drunkard... probably because he was hanging out with drunkards!

-We have to be more real--sharing the REAL, dark, dirty, ugly struggles AND moving towards growth & overcoming them. We talk about and "wrestle" with and "unpack" our struggles, and how messed up we are, but we: 1) Have this facade of, "Here's my issue! Look! I'm being real and transparent!," while there is still a ton of mess inside that we don't share. 2) Talk and talk and talk and talk about the struggle and fight, and the grace that covers it all, without ever getting better! We find identity in the struggle, pain, and imperfection. Maybe that's because facing it would mean having to move on and face trying to look more like Christ. (P.S. This isn't done in a group of 10).

and, closely tied to #2,
3) Failure to reach the non-believers (Personally, As a Body)
-Their NEEDS should be met: PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL, and Spiritual. Practically! Look and fill the needs. It helps zero if I am sharing the Good News with someone who desperately needs to hear, if all they can think about is how hungry they are. They aren't going to care that Jesus is the bread of life, until He (through US) provides some tangible bread!

-We reach them by including them in community (it's not supposed to be an exclusive believer bubble). We have to meet them where they are. Over and over this weekend, I heard speakers say, "The best way to include non-believers in your life is to PARTY! Have a BBQ, go out with them, have dinner, hang out with them!" They are PEOPLE, not projects. We should not view non-believers as a project to reach with the Gospel: if we love them for who they are a person, love them by serving them & filling their needs--they will want to know what is different. They will want what we have.

How to Practically Hit the Mark...
I just word-vomited everything that's wrong with how we, as the Body, are living out our lives and doing community. Here are some ways I learned to practically move towards filling in the gaps.

1) (Problem: disbelief, misunderstanding)
Intentional God-pursuit (Personally)
Seek and ask to understand. Practice seeing the Gospel as the answer to every question.

2) (Problem: Incomplete community)
-Life Transformation Groups, which are community of 2-3 people who meet on a regular basis for Confession, to Pore over Scripture, and Pray for the Lost. There is true, blunt, honest confession (getting real). The group sets a difficult-to-reach number of chapters to read each week, and when anybody doesn't finish (hopefully often!), they read the same scripture the following week. They group prays for those who don't know Christ.

-Including those outside the body IN our community. Serve them and love them.

3) (Problem: Failure to Reach)
-Intentional filling of practical needs
-"Open Door" Community: Intentional INCLUSIVE community: no more "fellowship" parties with only the body. ALL inclusive, people!
-Meeting them where they are! At the Austin Stone, they call this their "3rd Place," which is a neutral location where non-believers already do life: Coffee shops, restaurants, bars, etc.

A sister in Christ & I are going to begin bar ministry together. Some of the best, most honest and blunt spiritual conversations I have had with people are on Fry Street or at parties. She and I will be going out where the lost are, meeting them in their place, having a drink with them & doing life! They are people, not projects. We're going to befriend them. "The Son of Man has come eating and drinking, and you say, 'Look at him! A glutton and a drunkard, a friend of tax collectors and sinners!'" (Luke 7:34)

"And Jesus came and said to them, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefor and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." Matthew 28:18-20

Sabbath & Sojourning

I've been very poor at blogging lately, even though I enjoy it so much! Even if nobody reads it, it's quite refreshing to be able to detail my feelings, thoughts, lessons learned, and memories enjoyed. In the midst of the chaos that is two part-time jobs and 12 hours of exit-level courses, writing can be therapeutic.

As of late, I've felt very convicted about being much more intentional about my relationship with Christ. It is so easy for me to fall into the "busy, busy, busy!" mindset of routine, and forget to slow down and rest in the perfect peace that transcends all understanding. A good friend of mine is blogging through the Old Testament, and her recent post brought to light something I've felt tugging on my heart for quite some time: a Sabbath. Long story short, I work on the weekends, and have school and another job during the week, so a day of rest is something long forgotten. However, there is a day, Wednesday, where my school obligations are minimal and there are no shifts to be worked, so I will begin Sabbath-ing on that mid-week gem of a day. We'll see how it goes! I look forward to remembering how to rest in the Lord.

 Now, here's my normal post (I'm going to try and speed this up, or I'll still be blogging about last summer when I return to Paderborn this summer!)
I'm currently blogging through my summer mission trip to Germany! If you haven't yet, read this!

July 6, 2012
Today I will GO TO PADERCAMP. I've been with the Schulz family for the past 2 days and it has been so great to be with believers.

Lydia is a wonderful, wise woman of the Lord and it's been such a blessing to spend the days with her, Jannis & Finni. I've really been enjoying her company, and I'm sad to leave her and the kids :( But excited to go to Padercamp! :D She's been filling me on on many, many, MANY things (From the differences in TX and here, to dating, marriage, benefits of getting married young, ministry, being the wife of a miister, raising support, raising kids--we've discussed just about the whole world. She's really great to talk to and really wise.) She also clued me in on Padercamp so I know a little more of what to expect now. I also got to sleep in this morning and it was glorious: first chance to sleep more than 6 hours in a row the whole time I've been here. WOO!

I also have enjoyed the little time I've gotten to talk with Juergen; he's also full of great advice. He gives a lot of it too, and always steering me towards Germany-- "well, maybe you should just come to Germany for a bible college" or "well, maybe if the food here is not bothering you that is God telling you you belong here" (quite humorous!) and he's full of good ideas. We spoke a long time yesterday about all the needs in Europe in general, not just Germany. He also brought up a ministry coffee shop, which I obviously found very interesting! There are a vast amount of needs in the churches here in order to reach the cities and the people who haven't heard the Good News, and not near enough people to meet them.

Overall, these two days have been a truly blessed time. I can clearly feel the Lord speaking specifically through Lydia in many things--and also I just love their kids! I definitely want kids now. Never have I had inklings toward motherhood before, but I've "seen the light" with a fresh pair of eyes. (Maybe I just want cute babies who speak German....). The Lord has been so gracious with the beautiful weather so far! Not a drop of rain. Also, I understand much of the language, but cannot say near the amount that i would like to. It's a point of frustration.

James 1:11b, "so also will the rich man fade away in his pursuits"

Here are some pictures from downtown Paderborn, where Lydia took me:

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July 9, 2012
I'm understanding more and more, but there is still so much I don't understand. My speech is also a little better, but I can understand SO much more than I can speak. On the first night at Padercamp, with just the leaders, I was overcome by grace and the Lord's presence. Together with the universal church, hearing the Gospel in German, taking the Lord's supper, singing songs about Christ's love, friendship, and high priest-ness in German--I was crying from His beauty, but tried to hold it in... the people here don't seem near as emotional as I am. I've cried everyday, actually. Sometimes they are tears of joy for grace, other times tears of being overwhelmed by the language and missing familiarity.

Yesterday (Day 2 of Padercamp, week 1) started out very hard: I was missing home, family, English, friends;  I was overwhelmed; I was tired; I couldn't communicate with the teens in my group well (they placed me as a LEADER during a week taught in German...what!?)... However, the day improved--I was able to communicate that I am not unfriendly, I just can't say much. They all (boys/girls) had fun getting me to say hard words in German, and they enjoy learning words in English. It's getting better, but there isn't much free time at al. I'm really not have a lot of good time in the Lord alone (or in English), and I only sleep about 5 - 5.5 hours every night. It's kind of tiring...

Here are some pictures from Week 1 (sorry for the wonky formatting):

Meeting our group for the first time!

And going on a "hike"

We had to take a group photo: the theme of the week was
VIP (hence the nice dress). 

Moving into the camp!

Building things (like benches) for our "hotel"

My bedroom for the week:
The blue sleeping bag & everything to the right

The girls' tent

We made a coat & shoe rack!

Conversations & Callings

Recently, I've very much been missing Germany. I smelled Chamomile Tea (Kamile Tee) at work the other day and was immediately transported back into the kitchen at Padercamp, when I was sick, but being so well taken care of by my new family. I miss my kitchen crew!

My kitchen family <3



First night we were together. I had slept for many hours after Padercamp week 1,
so I was a bit out of it.



:)
Our workspace



Lisa, aka: "Big Mama"
She helped orchestrate a birthdy brunch for me a few weeks
after this, as well as housed me & took me up in a plane! She also
doesn't speak English, so she helped me use German more :)

Then, last week at Homegroup our potluck theme for the week was "no cook," so I brought a version of typical German breakfast & dinner ("Abendbrot," literally meaning "Evening bread"), and with the first bite I was back in the best summer of my life.

However, there are also new dreams on the horizon. I am still feeling called to missions, totally and completely, but am also wondering if Germany is truly where the Lord would have me. Germany is the only place I've ever been on a mission trip abroad, the only language I've attempted to learn, the only culture & people I've been fascinated with. These are all good, and surely blessings and gifts from the Lord! But I also have to wonder, how would I feel if I went on a trip to somewhere else? I've found myself wondering quite often lately what it's like to be a believer in a country where it's illegal... punishable by death... to be a Christian. Or in a country where poverty is so rampant, it is the only way of life fathomable to natives. What would I feel then? I'm not questioning a Call I feel on my life from the Lord, because it has been covered in prayer. I'm questioning how much my emotions have dictated where that calling will lead. Here is a blog I guest-wrote for my good friends that talks about missions as a lifestyle. Let's just say, I was personally convicted on several points I made.

Now, here's my normal post! I'm currently blogging through my summer mission trip to Germany! If you haven't yet, read this!

July 4, 2012

This morning while waiting in a coffee shop for the train to Paderborn here in Hamburg, the Lord allowed me to engage a German woman in a really pleasant and friendly conversation. She actually lives in L.A. with her American husband and was home visiting friends. We were speaking in German for a bit, but switched to English for a deeper conversation. In praying for Father to lead the conversation to spiritual matters, she revealed that she is finishing her education in the states in Education and Religious Studies...  We had a really good conversation about religion, Christianity, God, love, the point of it all, personal experiences--a really heart-wrenching conversation for me--but one that I pray the Holy Spirit was able to speak through, plant seeds, water previously planted ones. She's decided that religion is a man-made institution and isn't how God intended it--religions seem to bring some good into the world, but they seem to forget the main themes of their doctrine and always think they are "special" and can break the rules to kill people, resulting in wars. We talked about how "not religion, but a relationship with Christ" is how it's supposed to be, how I see extremists (she mentioned that too...) as evidence of our broken, imperfect state. I explained how people at home try to have a strict list of right & wrong to "earn the way to heaven" and "religion" becomes a heavy burden, when really it's nothing we can earn--that's why Christ came for us. It's not a burden or weight, but a relationship. 
I am normally hesitant because I feel they sometimes come off as impersonal or pushy, but feeling led by the Spirit when I was leaving for my train, gave her a tract auf Deutsch produced by Campus Crusade for Christ with my email address & a personal note in case she ever wanted to converse, keep in touch, or was in the DFW. When I told her it was true to what I personally believe, she told me that based on our conversation she would definitely read it, thanked me, and hugged me. I will continue praying for the Lord to be pressing on her heart and to call her to Himself! I do not think that is a prayer to bold!

I arrived safely from Hamburg to Paderborn by train today. I'll be taking it easy tomorrow with Juergen and Lydia Schulz, the Pastor here and his wife who are hosting me until Padercamp ( tomorrow I will be mostly with Lydia and their two young boys--one of which is helping me quite a bit with my German;). I go to the church-site which will be hosting Padercamp on Friday morning and I believe the first camp begins on Sunday! 

Lydia, Finni and Janis on our day in the city :)
I love this family so much

I can't express how refreshing it has already been in this one day to be among believers (I spent the day with Lydia, and chatted just a bit with Juergen before he had meetings). It's amazing how quickly I noticed the lacking of community--I didn't realize how constantly I am surrounded by it at home with family, roommates, friends, church, homegroups, places in Denton like Zera Coffee Company, churches on every corner. . . I am blessed. 

Tschüß, Hamburg!

I'm currently blogging through my summer mission trip to Germany! If you haven't yet, read this!

July 3, 2012

Today is my last full day in Hamburg. Tomorrow I will travel to Paderborn (yay!!) by train, switching once in Hannover. I'm sad to leave Katie, but also very excited to join Juergen and be with some (at least one!) believers. I cannot wait!

Yesterday, I got to have a conversation in German with a woman on the park bench! She was extremely patient with my words, because I was messing up quite a bit. Perhaps more chances like that will come and I can talk about the "Bibelcamps" in Paderborn... I pray for more opportunities!

After Katie got off work yesterday, I took her to Eppendorf and we had some really delicious and cheap crepes. Afterwards, we went to the Markt and purchased some beverages to take to the park and relax. It was a pleasant evening with good conversation including how real, open, and chill the Village Church is and how the people are there. It made me miss my community. 

Of all the sites I've seen, and all the incredible days that have been jam-packed with activities, yesterday might have been my favorite. It was so carefree, independent and in communion with the Lord. I was able to do a lot of reflecting, and all of the independent exploring I did has helped me to be much less fearful and leery of traveling alone to Paderborn. I haven't been sure what to read since arriving, but my mentor suggested something like James before I left, and when I read George Mueller's mention of the book in his autobiography yesterday, I really felt spoken to by it. I believe I will start there, in James.

July 4, 2012

I had a conversation this morning with a woman named Anja in a coffee shop here in Hamburg while waiting for my train to Paderborn. We were speaking in German for a bit, but switched to English for deeper conversation. She is German, but lives in Los Angeles with her American husband. In praying for Father to lead the conversation to spiritual matters, I discovered that she's studied Education and World Religions. We had a really great conversation (though heart-wrenching for me), including Christianity, God, love, the point of it all, and a good talk about religion. She decided to study religions to see if there was an overarching "universal truth" and has decided that religion is a man-made institution and isn't how God intended it. She found that religions seem to bring some good into the world, but they seem to forget the main themes of their doctrine. They always think they are "special" and can break the rules to kill people, resulting in wars. We talked about how "not religion, but a relationship with Christ" is how it is supposed to be,  and how I see extremists (she mentioned that too) as evidence of our broken, imperfect state. I described how people at home often have a strict list of right and wrongs, do's and don't's, trying to "earn" their way to heaven," so ultimately, "religion" becomes a heavy burden. In reality, it is nothing we can earn, which is why Christ came for us. It is not a burden or weight, but a relationships. I gave her one of my KGP's [a tract from Campus Crusade for Christ] in German with my email address and a personal note on it. It was counter-intuitive to the conversation, since she said she doesn't like that every religion says "our way is the only way," and I'm normally hesitant since they come off as impersonal or pushy, but I had to take the chance and pray for the Holy Spirit to do the rest. Because we had talked for so long and I felt I had built a rapport with her, I felt led to give her the tract and explain that I agree with 100% of what it says. She took it very graciously, and told me that because of our conversation she would actually read it, thanked me, and hugged me.

I arrived safely in Paderborn this afternoon. I'll be taking it easy tomorrow with Juergen and Lydia Schulz, the Pastor here and his wife who are hosting me until Padercamp. Tomorrow I will mostly be with Lydia and their two young boys, Janis and Finni. Janis has been helping me quite a bit with my German! We read alphabet books in English and German--he helps me with my pronunciation and I help him with his. I can't express how refreshing it has already been in this one day to be among believers. I spent the day with Lydia and chatted just a bit with Juergen before he left for meetings. It's amazing how quickly I noticed the lacking of community. I didn't realize how constantly I am surrounded by it at home with family, roomates, friends, church, home groups, places in Denton like Zera Coffee Company, and churches on every corner. My life in Denton is saturated with the body, and here it is so much more void.

I can clearly feel the Lord answering praying from here and I am so thankful for all the people at home praying for me. The trip so far has been one answered prayer after another, from the eases and comforts of traveling to the inside-outs of my heart. I can feel the Lord working. I am still praying for things such as faith, strength in the Lord, flexibility, capability with the language (I'm understanding quite well, but am becoming frustrated that I can't express as much as I would like to. Why can't I have as wide a vocabulary as I have in English?), and opportunities to share the gospel and see lives changed for the Lord.

Beautiful memories

I'm currently blogging through my summer mission trip to Germany! If you haven't yet, read this!

I'm going to skip the next couple of listed journal entries, and provide pictures from my second and third days in Germany instead. I apologize in advance for the alignment of the photos--Blogger is not my friend. I'd like to get to the meaningful entries and updates and share the things I experienced in my heart, not just the fun activities (which were still awesome!). However, because I am too chronological, I have to show you pieces of everything before I get to the rest!

6/30/12, Saturday
Day 2 in Germany

We began the day with a delicious traditional German breakfast spread

 

French press coffee, Broetchen, different assortments of cheese and meat.
I even tried liverwurst and really liked it!

Next the Holts took us to Luebeck, by way of back roads so that we could enjoy the beautiful scenery of Schleswig-Holstein. Everything was so green and perfect. Here's Luebeck!

The devil outside the Cathedral

Scott wouldn't let us go in until I hugged the guy!

Luebeck was spectacular! A cool town with lots of history and awesome architecture. We went to the Marzipan store--Marzipan everything! After we walked all over the town, we went to the beach (we were in the Baltic Sea, I believe) in a place called Scharbeutz. It was so nice to enjoy the sun (and it not be 100 degrees;), and then we ate at a seafood restaurant and finished up the evening with ice cream at sundown.
Here is Scharbeutz!

The water was frigid!

7/1/12 Sunday
Day 3 in Germany
I couldn't believe it was already July! Scott made us more delicious food (he was always cooking amazing dishes) and then we set off for Pluem, where Andrea's parents live. Her dad was very nice to speak to me a little bit in German, and he later was confused if I was American or French. Apparently, my accent sounded French to him--interesting. Here are pictures of their adorable home and amazing view from their backyard!

Our journey of the day was kayaking! We put together a fold-up kayak belonging to the Holts so that Katie & Scott could launch it from Andrea's parents. Meanwhile, Andrea & I went up the river to rent a kayak and met our counterparts at a fork in the water! Long story short, the kayak Andrea & I were in was not near as easy to maneuver as the other one, so we we opted for only 2.5 hours of total kayak time, and met Katie & Scott by car at a precious little cafe nestled into the river.

Happy Kayak-er! It was my first time, and Andrea let me sit in
the back so I could learn how to steer with the pedals!

Enjoying coffee, cocoa, wurstchen and cake!

It's literally right on the river! Also, I was freezing!

Here is the excerpt from my journal entry that Sunday evening. Thanks for viewing! I'm really missing these experiences, but being able to post about it is helping me to keep it sharp in my mind.

"I am looking forward to having the day alone tomorrow in the city. I need some time to spend in communion with the Lord, reflect on my experiences, and prepare my heart for the rest of my trip. I'm praying tonight for opportunities tomorrow to engage Germans in conversation about the gospel. May I be so bold and may the Lord guide my words. It's raining right now, and it's really wonderful sitting here beneath the Holts' sun room listening to the drizzle and being awed by the lightning. I am so content."

Welcome to Hamburg!

I'm currently blogging through my summer mission trip to Germany! If you haven't yet, read this!

After a brief "early life crisis," as I deemed it, involving the usefulness of my degree in Entrepreneurship if I ever actually decide to open a ministry/outreach coffee shop, the Lord gave me a renewed spirit of diligence and productivity. I'm hoping for continued strength in that through tomorrow, since I have quite a bit to accomplish. The Lord is good, and I want to be faithful in living completely for him in whatever I do.

I'm also having some serious travel lust right now--looking at pictures (mine & others) of Germany, Austria, etc. while enjoying a nice beverage and some delicious jazz. My heart is so full of joy at recently hearing about the salvation of a teen of mine from this summer (a former atheist), Praise the Lord! However, at the same time I find my soul aching in a way I can't truly describe, though if you've had similar experiences you surely know what I mean, to return to this land where I feel so "at home."
Amongst the mixed-up mash of feelings, I am also trying to be steadfast in keeping Jim Elliot's words in mind, "Wherever you are, be all there." Here's an awesome video that helps remind me God has called me to this awesome city of Denton, for now. (My roommate and I had a discussion earlier this evening about reaching out more and ministering to our neighbors in the apartment building. We've both been feeling the Lord prompt us in this lately, but only discovered the mutual desire this evening. God's cool like that.)

 I'm trying to determine how to begin posting excerpts from my journal / online updates from this summer. I'm not sure if I should go the verbatim route, or choose pieces to elaborate on. Which stories do I tell you more about? Which do I leave as a list? So much uncertainty. 

For tonight, here are my list-like, word-for-word experiences from the first couple days in Hamburg. Pardon the awful writing and random German words. I was excited to be there! If you want to hear more about something I briefly mention, just tell me and I'll happily elaborate in my next post :) This is one of the only listy entries, so better recollections to come! Promise. Italicized words are added after-the-fact (now) for clarity.

"6/28/12
   29
I scratched out the date in my journal--I originally had my days incorrect for awhile because I was a little confused by losing a day in the 7-hour time difference. ;) 
Hamburg Day 1 with Katie
Yesterday was my day to arrive in Hamburg and be met by Katie, Andrea and Scott. Andrea and Scott were the couple that graciously hosted me for a week so that I could visit Katie while she was doing her internship in Hamburg! Blessed by wonderful travel mercies and incredible hosts! Spent a lovely evening at their adorable home soaking in the German weather, eating Turkish pizza and enjoying my feet on the ground. 
Today- SUCH A FULL AMAZING DAY. 
Jotting down notes to remember--too exhausted for much else. Though I didn't experience much jet lag at all, we started our day at 6:00 a.m. and didn't return home until midnight. Caught train, grabbed a breakfast pastry (ordered auf Deutsch!), saw the world's most amazing park in Hamburg, went to the HB Rathaus, walked around the mall, ate lunch at an outdoor Weinfest (ordered again!), took the train & bus to Stadtpark with the help of a wonderful girl named Vanessa, enjoyed park and napped. I did a lot of park-napping. It was incredible. Rode the bus & train back with the help of a nice man, it rained, met Andrea's colleague Svenia--SO SWEET! We had Eiss, Italien dinner, saw Repperbahn (Red light district), took the boat tour of Hamburg -- all auf Deutsch but very cool! Katie and I barely caught our train back, made the connection, and I talked to a jolly fellow in German. Scott picked us up from the Kaltenkirchen station and I'm pooped! Tomorrow-- Lübeck!" 


Okay, sorry if that was painful! Here are pictures of things I mentioned :) 

In the greenroom at the Holts' home! 

Holt House from the front!

Backyard view!

Holt House

Above 4 photos are all from the park!

Inside of the Rathaus (City hall)

Rathaus from the outside

Lunch at the wine festival

A very happy Katie at lunch

Chillin' with Katie on some steps overlooking the river (above)

With Svenia (who took us to the Reeperbahn & the Harbor tour)

Reeperbahn -- Prostitution is legal there, so it was very different
to see a police station on one corner with women lined up on the next