Tonight is one of those nights where I feel lonely. and sad. and overwhelmed. and stressed. and tired. Combined, they don't equate to a very pretty equation. Life is a lot to handle, and I've been having trouble finding the purpose in it all, lately. This week I've felt quite distant from my Lord, and I know that it's because I haven't been pressing into Him, spending time with Him. And I know that the reason I feel like life is kind of pointless is because I haven't been finding my purpose in the only One who is worth living for. It's the cycle I find myself falling into again, and again. I am thankful for grace, that covers me even when I don't understand it. I am praying for a renewed desire to find my strength and purpose in the Lord, for the flame to be fanned within my soul. I'm praying for perseverance to keep going, even when I feel like hiding somewhere and never coming out. I'm praying for strength and purpose.
